This is a rap i wrote check em son.
So this is how it is i guess
you showed me your best
it led me to fucking disgust
as i saw the person you became
the torture that followed
this confusion you left me with
destroys the confliction withering within my mind
i see clearly past the beauty that fooled time
if this is the truth then life is a lier
this corruption that streams through my mind
tires the confusion and ensumes my pain
fuck it ill ignore it i said
that was all a lie
as i fell for your plot
i sought out nothing but exemption at first
but as time trailed on all i truely wanted was redemption
but in the end there was none to gain
not even the slightest bit of pain
because all was lost
like the heart you insisted you had
instead mine is now collapsing
my mind is relapsing
from the endorphins that once rushed
Fuck you and your trust
You’re slowly runnin out of luck
I don’t fret with the fucked.
You might wanna get that nip tucked
I watched you slowly slip away
As you stray away from the eclispe of reality
You gasp for these answers that we’re never there
Formaly I once respect the image
That you made yourself out to be
But shes 6 feet below withering along
with the rest of your entrails.
insidously corrupt? that i am
severing all the synapses
that elapse your
very pounding thoughts
Winding around in the time
That I once had no time for
I may seem cold to you but
I’ve just been torn and confused
I swore my pain off years ago
Yet it returns to convulse my every bone in my fucking body
These malicious thoughts that haunt
every essence of my being
capsized is my mind
while i intake
these herbal infusions
For going this crane of anger
what leaves me to infest the next
i feel that im being watched
but truthfully im just paranoid
I have no reason for anything i do.
I consume ensume and assume.
That is all of what we are in the end.
So whose to say we should even give a fuck?
Life is just a fuckin hallucination within itself
whose to say this is even fuckin real
reality there is no such things
just fatalites and false hope
kids ending there life with a rope
what have we become? menstrual blood
painted to the face of humanity?
Ill end this before I end myself.
Fuck this planet.
